Sunday, December 23, 2007

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays

"... because Christmas is the time of year where you tell people how you feel about them..."
-Jim Halpert, The Office.

It's about that time folks....

I honestly can't believe that tomorrow is Christmas Eve... it seriously blows my mind. I'm thinking about last year and where I was as a person and.. I've grown a lot since then. Again, grown "as a person" not in height. I'm still staggering around 5'3". Hey, good things come in small packages....no pun intended as it is the season of gifts. *giggle* <-- I had to!

Anyways, I hope that everyone has a great Christmas Eve/Christmas Day. I hope that something touches your heart in an unexpected but awesome way. Even a simple smile or a warm hug that no one wants to break. Embrace love this season. Time goes by too fast and life is too short to not notice what is important and special to you.

To say I have a lot of my mind right now could be the biggest understatement of the year but needless, I'm going home for a few days to sort out some stuff within myself. I'm dealing with a wintry mix of emotions. My heart is begging me to go one direction while my head is pleading me to do nothing of the sort.. for different reasons. Meanwhile... I'll cuddle close to blankets and sheets and hold onto these dreams...

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I tripped - I stood - I stumbled - I stood - then I fell and now I can't get back up....
and...
a part of me.... wants to keep falling.
I might be in trouble.
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2 comments:

stephen w said...

<3

blustar said...

thanks, I needed that